I don't know you but I've seen your name on the result lists and your posts on here.
It's a lucky guy who gets through life without health or finances/employment causing him problems at some time.
I think the most important thing is for you to keep getting to the shoots and enjoying your sport and your time with your mates as best you can, which you have said. You've talked about how you can try and do that. You will have lots of support from the many friends that you have obviously made.
I really do wish you well fella.