I'm very sorry for your loss but perhaps the GTA can help you out.
You are asking for help from the very people that the GTA have no consideration for. In all fairness the system has to work both ways. I'm sure that airgunners would do all they can to help you out, it's just a pity that the GTA just want's to crap all over the people that you are asking for aid.
Sorry, but that's my point of view.