Struggling to find the words here.
All of us are here for a relatively short time. The thing is what we do with the time we have, and you have certainly made the most of it, but it's far from over yet. I don't hear no fat lady!
Hopefully without the aggressive treatments you'll be feeling better that you have been and every day of life loved to the full is a victory.
I tried to type lived and hit the O instead - damn iPad virtual keyboard - but decided to leave it as, if anything, more appropriate.
Keep fighting ninja!